Blast from the past December 28, 2006
knowing you are by no means a mediocre specimen of your race.
Of course, some people prefer to show their gratitude by vowing on Rizal's Day not to cling to power, but doing so anyway, but that's another story.
The second is that, as this particular essay shows, Rizal was not at all the solemn type his paintings and statues show him to be. He had a mischievous wit to go with an acerbic pen. His satirical writings, of which this is a prime example, show him to be full of irreverence which, more than his diatribes, is what probably pissed off the Spaniards. I half suspect that the younger generation in particular would have a better appreciation of the man if his halo was tucked in the corner for a while.
The third is that Rizal, who had a sharp eye for the foibles of the indio, might as well be speaking to us directly in this essay. This piece has to do with a hypothetical indio debating with himself whether to side with the friars or the people opposing them, which is not unlike our times. His dilemma is one we can easily sympathize with, or laugh bitterly at in painful recognition.
The fourth and most important reason is that this is the time of year when my thoughts are neither suicidal nor homicidal but libational, when my arms turn to lead, and pounding on the keyboard to produce gems of wisdom takes on the aspect of one of the more serious labors of Hercules.
So Rizal to the rescue. The title of his piece is "Reflections of a Filipino," written sometime in 1884. This is a much cut-up version:
"What are the advantages of being anti-friar?
"Nothing really. The more I analyze it, the more I find it silly and imprudent. This thing of struggling so that the country may progress ... the country will progress or not, without me. What do I care if the coming generation enjoys more or less freedom than I? The point is the present. The point is that I, my Number One, do not have a bad time. A bird in hand is
worth two in the bush, says a proverb. Charity begins at home, says another. Here I have two proverbs in my favor and not even half a proverb against me ....
"What do I care if the friars do not want the education of the country? They must have a reason. I agree with them. Since I was a child, I had a hard time going to school and a harder time getting out of it ....
"That the friars oppose the teaching of Spanish, what is the matter with that? What do we need Spanish for? ... If it were Latin, I say good. The curate says God listens first to the prayers in Latin, which is why curates live in abundance and we Tagalogs are badly off. But Spanish? To understand the insults and swearing of the guardia civil? It is enough to understand the language of the butt of guns .... And what use is Spanish to us since we are forbidden to reply? ....
"They say the friars have many women and paramours, even married ones .... I say if one can have two, three, or four women, why should he not have them? Women are to blame. Besides there is something good about the curate. He does not let his paramours die of hunger, as many men do, but supports them, dresses them, and supports their families.... Frankly speaking, if I were a woman and had to prostitute myself, I would do so to a curate ....
"But what if the liberals win?
"History says that the Catholics took advantage of the night when the heretics were gathered in Paris on St. Bartholomew's Day and assassinated them .... What if the anti-friar Filipinos, fearing that the friars might do to them what they did in France, take heed of this lesson and do it first? Holy God! Misfortune of misfortunes! What would then become of me if I side with the friars?
"Every Filipino prisoner or exile opens the eyes of one hundred Filipinos and wins as many for his party. If they could hang all the Filipinos and leave only the friars and me to enjoy the country, that would be best. But then I will be the slave of all of them! What is to be done? Liberalism is a seed that never dies. Decidedly I will remain neutral. Virtue lies in the
middle ground.
"Yes, I will be neutral. What does it matter to me if vice or virtue should triumph if I will be on the side of the vanquished?
The point is to win. Wait for the figs to ripen and then gather them. See which party is going to win, and when they are intoning the hymn, join them and sing louder than the rest. I will insult the vanquished, make gestures, rant loudly so that the others will believe in my ardor and the sincerity of my convictions. Here's true wisdom! Let the fools and the Quixotes allow themselves to be killed so that their ideals may triumph ....
"Let the friars win, let the liberals win. I will come to an understanding afterward with the victors. What do I care about the native land, human dignity, progress, patriotism? All that is worthless if I have no money."
The event we celebrate a couple of days from now, of course, shows that that damned Rizal never had this dilemma. Or that if he had it at the point of death, he resolved it heroically—and poetically (remember "Mi Ultimo Adios"?), if not wittily. Ponder his words and hope to God (and him) we can find our way to having one truly happy new year next year.
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